"Cosmopolis", filmed by David Cronenberg

“A person rises on a word and falls on a syllable.”
― Don DeLillo, Cosmopolis

As far as I know, the book "Cosmopolis" is pretty much frustrating. I could tell you more about it as soon as I'd finish it.

But what about the movie?! Oh, that's the moment when I can give a detailed review just because I'm still under the impression from it.

I have to admit that "Cosmopolis" surely can be called a masterpiece, because it really is the one. But this frustrating philosophical movie is not for everyone. The half of you would be bored from the first seconds; others - either shocked or totally confused. I can even bet you'd have a headache after watching it.

But (I have strong and strict "But" again) if you manage to feel a fine taste of Cronenberg's art - you won't regret it!

Shortly about the summary: The main character - Eric Packer is a 28 year old multi-billionaire. One day he left an apartment, penthouse, just to change his haircut. It all seems like an ordinary day, an ordinary way through the city...but not for Packer. A simple way to hairdresser turns out into 24-hours non-stop 'Odyssey': on his way, Eric met different people ( his wife Elise (Sarah Gadon), Didi Fancher, Eric's art consultant, with whom Eric has an affair (Juliette Binoche), his chief of finance (Emily Hampshire) with whom he has a quite long philosophico-financial chat and many others), witnessed the funeral of the favourite musician, whose music Eric plays in one of his two private elevators (how odd!). His car is like his office and a second home at the same time: he had sex with his art consultant there, had doctor's usual check-up in it, a meeting with his wifey, who refused to have sex with Eric etc. Packer killed his bodyguard just because he got bored of his 'over-safety' methods. And  how do you think this day should end - a total self-destruction by visiting a potential murderer.

I guess you are already pretty much shocked. How a young man with a future ahead of him, having money and all, can be that self-destructive?! How he can be that intellectually pretentious?!
I'm not well-acquainted with Cronenberg's previous works, but cold, stylish, arrogant "Cosmopolis" made me gasp, shiver at some moments and think...
Someone would say that "Cosmopolis" shows us our future, I dare to say it shows us our present days.
Girls, who are that in awe of Robert Pattinson,don't rush to see this movie, coz Eric Packer's character lies far from your romantic idol Edward Cullen. Moreover, I dare to say that was the first his really terrific, serious, a challenging one role!


   You are on the top; You have everything; You can easily buy everything; You can kill anyone with no care what life they have; You don't care about anything and anyone around...even about yourself.

"Cosmopolis" - a dificcult extraordinary drama to sit through, a hard one to comprehend. A story about apocalypse, not from the global warming, but individual's apocalypse.

Enjoy watching it, if you dare!)

Lust in Love

Can lust consume our thoughts?!

Can lust consume our mind?!

Down in deep,

Where feelings are lost

Can lust consume our heart?!..

Memories,

Again and again

Like cruel grenades

Are pumping out in the brain.

Memories,

Like lightning in mind...

Bliss!

And you're out of your life.

Bliss!

And you are trembling like whore,

Suffering from the tricks of your body,

Suffering from the tricks of your soul.

And every touch,

Every kiss,

Every stroke of your cheek.

Every breath and embrace,

Strong, but shattered heartbeat...

How long it could last?!

How far it could take?!

Satisfaction..

Desire..

We are powerless, overwhelmed.

Like Dominant and Submissive -

We are slaves of our wishes.

Aflamed with a passion,

Body's craving its redemption. 

And only 'partner in crime'

Can help to control your mind.

To hold a desire, 

Put all feelings in line

With lust in love and its power

To consume and combine,

To share, enjoy

A Sweet, sweet temptation.

 To want and delight

Lust in Love

In its pure form.

 To get and to give

The ultimate pleasure

Of sinful sensations. 

I Regret Nothing.

Je ne Regrette Rien - 

Regret Nothing!

For everything its time

And reason exists.

No matter whom you loved,

What you lost -

It will lead to something!

Life is not that simple:

Every choice,

Every deed -

It's what you are

And what you will be,

It's your own fate,

Don't doubt it!

The Game

In the shadows of memories,

Trying to say goodbye

To all these moments of happiness,

My heart is signing its lullaby.

To the feelings

that will never be deeper,

To the thoughts

that will never have trails.

To the minutes

I'd like to keep in,

To the hurt, 

that I'd like to forget.

Fairytale,

that will never have future.

Fairytale,

I was so believing in.

But it all has faded away,

Turning out into torture,

That I can't move on now,

I'm stuck right here, in between

With a hope that it's not the end.

With a faith

As the part of weird universe.

I'm stuck alone

In what it seems like hell.

I'm stuck, I'm lost

In the losing love game.

Requiem

 

I was really inspired after that video JoMo tweeted 'Requiem for a  dream' , and also after re-watching the movie "Libertine" with Johnny Depp, especially its confession movie-part.

You will not like me...

But why should I want it,

Why should I want

Your acceptance, approval,

When you're like an audience,

Watching me acting,

Amazed and terrified

Cling to my delusion.

The delusion of who I am, 

And whom I'm pretending to be.

The delusion of monster,

Who still stays a man

With conflicts, pride,

I'm a monster

Though deserve to live!

I wish to be moved,

I cannot feel in life,

I cannot fit in it,

Become a noble man,

For women - a knight.

I cannot you to make

Feel any love for killer;

I cannot you to ask

Forgivness or to believe me.

Loalty, moral strength,

A heart full of passion

Are hidden under the mask,

The boy is hidden there

With his feelings, compassion.

You didn't like me,

But why should I care?!

I'm a heartless beast,

that what you all have said.

I am a heartless beast,

Indestructible, 

Yet my soul's in despair. 

Nobody cares about me,

So why should I do it then?!

But listen to me at least, 

Listen and mark my words

The greatest of your fears

It's not me, but the loss!

The loss of everyone,

The loss of everything,

Even the creature like me,

Whom you'd never forgive,

You'll miss after alll,

You'll miss me, 

Mark these words...

So now, do you like me?

Oh, no, I believe not now, not yet.

I've mentioned your lacks,

You weakness,

So please, remind me my faults,

What a monster inside me exists.

A monster,

Who protected himself by a fence.

A monster,

Who was craving instead

Be protected by friends.

I didn't mean to upset people,

I didn't mean to hurt them that much,

But it's just who I am,

It is all in my nature 

Not so appealing,

But I must speak my mind

There is so much more interesting

inside that one.

My goals, my hopes, my passions,

Each of that creates my soul,

Which will lead all of you

To the core of my dimension;

Which will show you the side

You'd never guess I have,

No wretchedless or perverted me,

But me as a part of art,

The hybrid, something uknown.

And every thought,

Every full of light dim,

You'll like or disgust,

After all I've you said

In the end of the requiem

For a once dream I dreamt.

That's what I am,

The hybrid with soul,

The man of his passions,

The Big Bad Wolf.

You sorry for me,

That's what I'm sure of -

And it's only a matter of time

when you'd like me,

You would adore me,

You would adore that killer in me..

"He's my brother. We remain Together"

He wasn't that one

A perfect brother,

They weren't that perfect

Ordinary siblings.

But they were fighting

As the one for each other,

Shoulder to shoulder,

They were fighting like a family.

He's rejected and stabbed her

For so many times.

He's betrayed his own brother

And was caught 

In the cobweb of lies!

And yet he loves them more than ever,

Always and Forever

They stick as One,

Together!

In love or in hate,

Their bond can't be destroyed.

No matter what they've been through,

No matter what they've done to each other.

Rebekah, Elijah, Niklaus and Kol -

A sweet little sister with her Original brothers.

And even now

After Klaus has hurt so much,

After what he has done to his siblings, Elijah,

They came all for him

To save, reunite

what is left from their family,

They came to save their lonely brother.

But horrible thing's happened

And he's gone...

The stake is in his heart,

The motionless body's burnt.

She cried for him,

Cried like never did it before.

After long 1000 years

He still protected, loved her the most.

And now he's gone...

What would be forever without him?!

"Elijah, he's gone. I was so helpless,

I couldn't stop it, now I'm all alone".

And he cried with her,

Cried for his brother,

Who was misunderstood 

Till his last faded breath.

Who was misunderstood

In craving to be loved,

Them to be united.

Who knew nothing but rejection,

His brother, Nik...

Elijah hugged his sister

In full of love and care embrace.

They grieved deeply together

At their loss, at their sibling,

And that exact moment 

Was showed their sacred bond,

What a real family is,

Original Family with their sincere deep feelings.

"Before Sunset" My opinion - Klaus's "death-sleep"

Pretending...

Wearing the mask day by day.

Pretending...

He is fearless, weakless.

The beast,

Who's craving to have friends.

The beast,

Who's in love with vampire-princess.

He was loyal

Till his last faded breath,

Loyal to his love

Loyal to his siblings.

And now he's sleeping

Under the spell,

When you're all liars

Still living, still breathing.

You think you are good,

Saving each other?!

Oh, really?!

But how you'd explain me this fact:

You knew he was lonely,

Hated and chased by his mother;

You knew he was lonely -

And yet you used that against him.

How cruel is that,

Even for a vampire,

When he saved your life, Care;

When he was your friend, Stef?!

Yeah, Klaus is bad -

He killed poor Jenna,

He's such a bastard,

Is that what you've said?!

He was torturing saint Elena,

Who's toying both brothers,

He was such a villain

Wanting to have someone close,

Someone, who cares...

But what about Damon,

Who killed Jeremy twice,

Who killed twice Alaric,

Was feeding on Caroline?!

What about Damon,

Who turned Abby,

Who's messing all around -

Why he has the right to live,

Because he's in love with Elena

Or because she just said so?!

Have you seen,

How torn Klaus was,

His eyes full of hidden tears,

Betrayal so burns. 

His look was so lost -

It torn my heart into pieces.

This silence...

But inside the soul with pain howled,

The man, who just wanted to live,

Who never was loved,

Being always like a black sheep.

Even in the end, 

Sincerely in love,

Not like Salvatores-toys,

 he was a lonely man, 

Not a heartless creature.

I just hope, he'd be back,

I just hope siblings would save him,

And I hope, Caroline,

You would regret,

Along with Stefan,

You would regret

That you celebrated Klaus's death.

So strong and still so weak...Klaus

His bond to the Family

Is stronger than ever.

The beast was blinded,

Trusting Bekah, not Esther.

And now, where is Elijah

With his morals, statements

That it's they who made wrong choices,

That it's they who made monsters

from themselves.

"One more try to kill us,

Are you that bitchy, mom?

You were the one who deceived me,

You were the one who created me,

And now I'm the one evil hybrid,

But who turned me into this,

Who made this beast of me, mom?!

Rejection, deception, blame

Was all I had.

Am I was that bad,

Just asking for your love;

Am I was that bad

Without willing to die?!

I was just a boy

With a wolf to handle inside me.

And now you threaten to kill me

Again and again.

You threaten to destroy

Everything I have.

But I'll let you in a little secret, mom,

I won't give up on my life,

I won't give up on sweet sister Bekah,

I'll create my army,

And eventually find true love.

And maybe now I look 

Like a little boy,

Remember, dear mother,

I won't let you Me

Or our Family to destroy!

Original Family

The Originals

From them the story has started.

The Originals

Really Family, indeed.

The Originals

Though there children suffered,

The Originals,

From parental deeds.

They were humans

from the very beginning.

They were innocent,

But one day all has changed …

Immortality -

That’s their price, their freedom,

That’s their chance

Always and forever exist.

They can seem to you,

as the rude and mean ones,

But the truth is -

They just lonely all along.

They can seem to you,

as the evil, cruel, but lost..

And the truth is

All they have same weak point.

Humanity…

is deep there, inside,

Even if they

Try too hard turn it off.

They have fears,

Being apart from society,

They have fears -

They can’t outlive one more loss.

They’re still children,

Need some care and love.

They are family,

Even if hate’s coming across.

The Originals…

Powerful vampires,

humans inside ..

One time they’re weak,

And another - so strong.

Rebekah and Klaus, Brother and Sister

From the early childhood

She was the only his sunshine,

Sweet little sister,

His savior, treasure.

He was always for her

Careful elder brother.

They were always together,

Love each other with equal measure.

Playing on the fields,

He taught her how to ride horses,

He showed that she is not weak,

She'll be always his strong pretty girl.

She in her turn

Was always at his side,

Against any odds,

Against any suffers.

He was beaten - she was near,

She was always beside,

Healing his wounds,

Helping him survive.

Indestructible bonds

Between Klaus and Rebekah,

Brother and sister

In love or in hate.

They would choose the life of each other

They would choose to side each other,

The Original Siblings

Are strongest together, indeed.

Only once he was angry at her,

Only once she was eager to leave.

Tired of running, of lying,

Of not being beloved,

Being desired young woman,

She just wish she could feel it.

Impulsive, being hurt,

Afraid of her leaving,

He stabbed a dagger

Right through her heart,

And next ninety years

She was 'deadly' with him.

When for a first time

He brought her to life,

She was mad, but still love him,

She was mad, but still at his side.

Once Klaus left to search for new hybrids,

Doppelnganger brought Bekah the bitter truth.

The one that burnt heart inside her,

The truth about brother -

Mom's murderer, a wolf.

But she shouldn't trust this wench,

Shouldn't tell about her dreams,

Tell about her wishes.

After all she stabbed Bekah in the back,

Just to get to her brother,

Help Mikael to kill him.

But never underestimate 

The hybrid, the beast.

He will get what he wants,

Always one step ahead.

Of course, you can try

Your silly human tricks,

You can give your best shot,

But after all you won't succeed.

He's found his little girl,

being betrayed and stabbed.

Still he's renovated their old house for her.

He hoped they'd be here

Together again...

"My poor dear sister,

We'll be a family one day".

And bitter teardrops 

Rolled down his cheeks,

Again he's alone in despair and grief.

First in eternity

Afraid of his deeds,

Afraid to lose his treasure,

Be rejected, never forgiven.

But after everything,

After being awaken again,

Rebekah understood,

Who was always with her,

Who despite anything,

Love her the most -

The Big Bad Wolf

Is the one, who cares for her.

And maybe now,

She's totally mad,

Mad at his words,

Afraid them to be true...

But I believe, Bekah, 

It's all only his pretense.

He just didn't want to reveal,

didn't want to jeopardize

 his biggest weakness - you! 

Smile, even if it’s a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.

Be prepared, Klaus is back!

Tonight is an epic night! After four long weeks, after this 28 days of boredom and desperation - TONIGHT we are going to have our dose of Klaus, and it's better to be worth this 4-weeks-missing!
Two last episodes, sorry, but I was bored. The minute, I'd known that we would see Klaus only in two more weeks, I was like: "What?! No Originals?! No Originals, except vulnerable linked to siblings Bekah?! Where is the hell Klaus?! In love-depression or went himself to Paris, or Rome, or Tokyo?!"
Don't get me wrong, I love Bekah, she's my favorite female character on this show, but she is really a lonely girl, who picked the wrong bed-partner.
And back to Klaus...thanks to Joseph Morgan, this character, this villain - he brought the evil hybrid Klaus on the whole new level, trying to show us what is so special about him, why he became the monster he is now. Joseph's acting just surpassed the wildest expectations! TVD fans love to hate Klaus! And I'm not saying that two previous episodes were absolutely dull or something. I'm just saying you that I personally felt the great difference in TVD when Klaus is missing. You should all understand that not only characters, relationships in the show have to grow up, but the whole TVDshow itself!
Ok we had first season - Stelena love and nothing hurts (mysterious vamp boy fell in love with a lost beautiful girl, then oops bro came to visit him, caused a lot of problems, girl was in shock "jeez he's a vampire! aaaaa run  Elena run; then she changed her mind "I'm not that stupid to leave this gorgeous man - let's love love love each other"). Second Season - Triangle Jungles (bitchy Kathy is back, BAMF she turned Caroline, BAMF looking for moostone, BAMF Elena is a doppelnganger, BAMF Elena began her 'PMS-I-can't-choose-Stefan-Damon-Damon-Stefan' madness; then BAMF Originals ( intriguing), then BAMF 'Klaus-Elijah-Sacrifice-poor Jenna-Damon's dying-Delena kiss-Stelena end', BAMF JoMo is Klaus awww). The third season - All About Originals (Klefan, hybrids, Mikael, Klaus, Original siblings, witchy Original mommy, Ball, Klaroline, Original brotherhood....Damon's past, Elena's wasting the episode "I love him, but him too, and him"...) And what now? Just compare what I wrote above, compare seasons! There is no longer all about Delena or Stelena!! Two first seasons were about them - enough! You want to kill Klaus? - Fine, then what would we have left?! The Show has grown up, this show needs intrigues, strong characters, twists...like Klaus, like Originals, at last like that an unexpected Alaric thing! The show needs its villains! And today we proved that TVD needs Klaus - WorldWide Trend 'Welcome Back Klaus'!
So, think about what I wrote and stop fighting DE or SE fans, stop wishing Originals dead and just welcome our Master Hybrid - Niklaus Mikaelson! We are not fangfans without our Fang Lord Klaus, played by Joseph Morgan!

Belated Confession. (Klaus to Caroline)

You know, I can clearly remember

The days I were human,

The days, when I could feel

At least some care, love.

When all we were children,

So innocent and pure.

When all we need was

food, shining sun and some fun.

And I couldn't turn off or forget

Those ugly feeling,

When you're trying to fight

Against changes inside.

When you slowly transform

Into killer, beastly creature,

And the only thing you're craving

Is how to set thirst for blood.

The rest thousand years

My life was so wasted...

I was a blind scary beast

With only passion to break curse.

I was a lonely vampire,

Who has his family daggered,

But whose dream was to feel

How sun makes your skin warm;

How it's to be again around nature,

Like in first time, ride your own horse,

Play with little sister,

Be that innocent creature,

Whose dreams were like fairy tales...

But all that was lost.

I'm not saying I'm a saint,

I'm not saying I'm a hero!

I know, what I've done

And I know how much I'm cruel.

But the problem is I don't know,

How to change,

Become your lover or teacher.

I don't know how to create the life, 

Only how to ruin it.

You said I'm selfish,

Trying to buy you and not understand.

I either compel or simply kill people,

And all these my drawings -

Was it all a waste?!

A waste of precious time,

A waste of my feelings,

Which were relieved

After long cold decades

Of loneliness, shadows.

It's like I'm breathing,

Like I'm a teen boy in love now,

Who tries to win his lady from dreams.

Is that hard to believe?

Is that hard just to see

My attempts to please you,

My attempts to convince you,

That the whole different side

Exists inside this beast?!

Hybrids..Of course!

You think they're just slaves,

Think I subdued them

To pursue my evil wishes.

But I'll let you in a little secret -

They are my comrades,

They're like my friends...

Surely, it's easy to judge,

When your whole life

You were treated like princess.

But I was alone, rejected and hated,

One from my kind -

A monster, indeed.

Without no one at my side,

Without no one whom to trust.

I'd like to die once or twice,

I wished I could end my eternal life.

But I don't need your sorry,

And I don't need this pathetic look.

I just ask for your patience

To the beast...Don't ignore me!

I ask for your forgiveness,

I beg for your kindness.

You want me to understand you -

Then try to understand me too.

Klaus's dramatic monologue.

I'm a hybrid,
Alone in the shadows.
The most cruel monster,
Which ever lived in this world.
I'm a hunter, predator, an animal,
And this is my story
About trapped human soul.
Rejection...
Was the first feeling I got
From my mother, my father,
Who supposed me to love,
Who supposed me to cherish,
To set on the right path,
But all I felt was pure anger
Like I'm an orphan,
And my parents are dead.
Though I had my sweet siblings,
Who were not so hard on me,
And I had my little sister,
She was like a sunshine
in the darkness, so sweet...
And yet...Rivalry
Was the next pain I got
And who would ever think
That two brothers would fight
for some girl.

But she was exquisite -
I wanted to touch her, hold her, kiss.
She was the one who held my heart,
Who could control me or easily kill.
But mother was against
any fight in her house!
She was a powerful witch,
She could restrain each of us.
Along with Mikael,
They changed our lives,
Made us immortals
Always craving for blood.
But something was wrong
My offence turned in rage,
Like some other animal
Is in my body, trapped in this cage.

Tatia was missing
Since that time we were turned.
"Mother, what did you do to her,
Where is my love, my heart,
Where is my girl?!"
Mother broke the silence:
"It was need to be done.
Your wolf part is violent,
I couldn't put in danger
humanity, us!!!"
And I did what I shouldn't,
The greatest from sins...
With a sword my animal killed her,
I was doomed to have this burden
for as long as I shall exist.
All my life I was fooled,
Being a stranger, "an orphan".
My true father - a wolf,
And I am the beast,
Perfect animal, monster!

My other family - killed
By so-called father, vampire.
He wanted revenge,
He was seeking for it,
But I wasn't alone -
Siblings run together with brother.
The next thousand years
Were in lies, betrayals, hurt.
I had to dagger all of them,
Put in the coffins, kept with me
all along.
I turned into a beast,
Cared only to break curse,
To turn into hybrid
And kill, kill, kill,
Enjoyed every murder.
That's what I become -
Runaway lonesome monster
Without no one, indeed.
But that was before...
Now I'm a king, Mikael is dead.
The beast is forgiven,
And siblings with him.
I can control wolf
I'm longing to feel!
To change for a girl,
Though even she hates me.
I can prove I have soul,
I can show her real me!
The artist I am, the human inside...
But it wasn't enough
And she's in disgust.
I burnt all her drawings...
God, betrayal so hurts,
With each time it's stronger,
With each time it torns
Into pieces my heart,
All that good left in me.
Now I'm broken lost beast,
Who should admit he can be weak.
Should turn off his humanity,
And love feelings, of course,
The greatest vampire weakness,
The greatest cause of All!
Everyone wants to kill me,
And no one care,
that the soul of this beast
Lost in the shadow, forgotten.
You are ready to judge me,
Execute, if you dare,
But no one...no one
Give a try to understand.

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Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth as Vampires?..

Klaus: “You like horses.”
Caroline: “I’m not talking to you until you tell me why you invited me here.”
Klaus: “I fancy you. Is that so hard to believe?”
Caroline: “Yes.”
Klaus: “Why? You’re beautiful, you’re strong, you’re full of light. I enjoy you.”
Caroline: “Well, I’m spoken for. By Tyler.”
Klaus: “I thought you two ended things?”
Caroline: “Yeah because of you and your freaky sire bond with him.”
Klaus: “So you aren’t spoken for?” … “You know, uh, horses are the opposite of people. They’re loyal. My father hunted me for a thousand years and the closest he ever came was the day he killed my favorite horse. He severed its neck with a sword as a warning.”
Caroline: “Did you ever consider sitting down with your father and talking it out?”
Klaus: “I’m afraid my relationship with my father was a little more complex than yours.”
Caroline: “Maybe so. But I let my father go with no regrets. And to answer your question: Yes, I like horses. But I also like people and they actually like me, so I’ll be inside.”



Ok...now my opinion about Klaroline..
As I mentioned it already I can put so many associations to this couple..Beauty and The Beast...The Devil and his Angel...The Monster and his Princess..but let's talk about this couple as if it could happen in real human life. Then I have the one, and to my mind, the only right association (Thank you, Miss Austen) Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy. Yes, exactly!
I won't retell you their story here or smth, but I do want to mention why I think so.
Above is only one of Klaroline interactions from the whole episode...He's flirty, nervous, trying to gain somehow her attention. For a thousand years this man thought that love is a vampire's greatest weakness, and here we are, watching how this powerful hybrid falling for Blondie! What about her...she's till holding to Tyler..(Gosh, girl, he bites you, he almost killed your dad, he's been asshole last times) YOU were the one who ended relationships with him...and now all these "I miss you. I wish you were here"..Ok, that's too pathetic. I know right? Klaus is far from saint, he killed Jenna, mess your friends' lives, but DAMN, could you be a little nicer to him?! You know who is he, how probably it's hard for him to be so open, and honest..and still you ruined it!
So..why as for me it's so similar to Elizabeth&Darcy..Well, first Caroline..she's still a bit naive..Stefan wasn't give up on Elena, even being in all his mess with everything..Love was above all, but here Tyler bit her, bit her despite how he promised he wouldn't hurt his love, not her. (And don't tell me abt this sire bond). Yes he's trying to fix everything, but Klaus is trying to fix it too! She's too obsessive with her prejudices. As for me, she just afraid now..maybe was confused earlier, but now she's afraid. Afraid to feel smth to a killer; afraid how Elena and other would look at her after that; afraid and too conscious; even afraid to think about the possibility that she could feel smth for him and betrayed everything and everyone..Excuses and prejudices, pride.
Klaus..he has fight inside. Despite 1000 years experience, he's still nervous around her like a teen. But I understand him! First time in his immortal life girl took his eye, heart, soul. It's too confusing, unbelievable, strange and terrifying  for him. Why terrifying? He's so open now, he trusts her - and you do know how much loyalty means to him. He was betrayed, abandoned so many times, that as for me, another hurt just would crash him to pieces. Car, you were partially right. He's afraid to understand and being careful abt people, and still he care for you!
So, to my mind, Caroline and Klaus are the mystic couple example of Elizabeth and Darcy.

Ok it was funny...There was TVD episode "Klaus" on our Ukrainian TV..And God, I don't know how am I gonna survive tomorrow..Mom asked so many questions..It was her first TVD episode ( "I need to see him there too" - that was all she said abt JoMo in it before the episode)..LoL
It was very funny..she liked him in old times especially)) The hair, behaviour..everything!
So we'll see what would happen tomorrow xD

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We flew down to Atlanta, GA for an interesting brunch with the three most unlikely guys ever willing to share a cup of tea together: baddie Klaus, enemy Damon, and still-human Matt. Before tomorrow night’s thrilling episode.
Between everything that’s happened between Stefan and Damon with Elena, is there a lesser of two evils?
IAN SOMERAHALDER: I think they’re both pretty screwed up.
JOSEPH MORGAN: Yeah, I mean, in the real world, what each of them has done is unforgivable, isn’t it? Like, for neither of them would you say ‘oh, okay, I can kinda get past that’. Stefan did try drive her off a bridge…
ZACH ROERIG: I mean, she’ll always want to keep them around, because she still loved them… but I don’t think she’ll ever trust them again.
JOSEPH: It’s time for her to move on, you know?
IAN: Find another handsome duo… like Batman and Robin!
JOSEPH: I like that
IAN (to Joseph and Zach): Klaus and Matt!
ZACH: Yogi and Boo-Boo!
JOSEPH: I just can’t decide who’s the better bear for me! (Laughs)
IAN: But it is weird. It’s definitely weird- Julie Plec has this way of poetically justifying it, but I… I’ve gotten to the place where I’m just interested in seeing what happens to any of us. I quit asking questions, because I realize they don’t get me anywhere. But in a good way- this thing is just constantly ch-ch-changing!
JOSEPH: The lines are blurred, as well. Elena hasn’t been a saint, either, and she’s made decisions that have pushed them… things like taking the dagger out of Elijah that are really kind of risky and puts them in jeopardy as well. So there’s so much gray area.
IAN: Every single character is doing what they need to do by protecting themselves.
JOSEPH: What they think is best.
IAN: And it always gets someone in trouble; I was joking with Joseph- he’s been in L.A. for a week, working, resting, and eating , and being healthy… and I said “You look good, man, you’ve gained a couple of pounds,” and he says “I know, dude. It’s the Vampire Diaries Syndrome.’ Because when you’re here, you’re so… manic. When we’re at work all day, it’s not like everyday drama… this is epic!
JOSEPH: Exactly- you lose weight, doing this! It’s not like you’re sitting around and today is a scene where we all have a cup of tea, you know what I mean? It’s “okay, I’m screaming today!” or “I’m vamping!” or “we’re fighting!”
IAN: It’s not Parks and Recreation.
JOSEPH: That it ain’t!
To nitpick a bit, when Elena confesses to Stefan about the Damon-Elena kiss, she specifically says “I kissed Damon”, and not what it actually was, which was Damon making the move.
IAN: She doesn’t even say ‘I kissed him back’… she was just being honest. I think that she just wanted to be honest, because no one in Mystic Falls is honest. There’s so much ‘whodunit’, and everyone’s got a hidden agenda. I just don’t think she wanted to do that.
JOSEPH (to Ian): You think she was trying to hurt him?
IAN: Probably, yeah, but she was also… Elena’s not even that manipulative, I think she was just trying to say “Look, this happened.” And also, [she wanted] to see what his reaction would be, which was… you know. (Ian makes a fart sound)
ZACH: I think Elena’s also just ready to be loved. She’s just so ready to be taken care of.
IAN: For a second. There was Matt, and then the death of parental figures, and then five episodes of love with a sexy vampire man, and then…
ZACH: And now she’s got a mid-30s teacher living in her house! A total alcoholic!
IAN: (imitating drunk Alaric) Elena! I have only seven personalities, not ten!
I’ve always viewed Klaus as inherently selfish, and always using those who believe he’s trustworthy. As we go on, does he continue that trend, or can his newfound dynamic with Caroline change that?
JOSEPH: I think that there’s potential for him to change, yes, but it’s going to be really difficult. Because as well as being selfish, he’s incredibly paranoid. He’s spent the last 1000 years maintaining this lie he’s told his siblings. He’s the product of a dysfunctional family, having this horrible relationship with his father, being a bastard child, not feeling accepted by the rest of his family… so I think he has real issues with trust, and if he is gonna be a little more selfless with Caroline, he’s going to have to conquer them first.
IAN: I feel like Klaus is what happened with Rome, or like, Kublai Khan. He’s created this empire of deceit, and he has to keep it down to protect himself. It’s like what happened with Rome- Rome got so huge that it fell apart.
JOSEPH: Can we stop recording and go back and I’ll pawn that off as if it’s my answer? I feel like Klaus is like what happened with Rome, and I’ll tell you why!
IAN: (Laughs) Not to be too cerebral about it, but I don’t think anyone envies that aspect of Klaus at all.
JOSEPH: It’s a web of deceit that’s getting harder to maintain, so he becomes less and less trusting and he questions everyone’s motives, even though his are the ones that should be questioned. He doesn’t believe that anyone would be genuinely kind to him for that sake. So there’s potential for him to learn to trust, and possibly even to love, but it’s going to be a long journey.
IAN: He’s like the boyfriend of the girlfriend thinking that you’re cheating on them. But it’s actually him!
And Elijah is back, but as of tomorrow night’s episode (‘Dangerous Liaisons’), he doesn’t know who freed him. Will Klaus take advantage of that?
JOSEPH: Well, here’s one thing I can say: the next episode picks up exactly where the last one ended. So it’s great- immediately, you’re back in that room, and you see what happens straight afterwards with those guys.
IAN: Joseph, shut up!
JOSEPH: And what happens is… stop me! Stop me!

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